you and i used to talk from the moment we woke up until the moment we went to bed.. i miss the old us i miss what we used to be, im tired of crying every night over you, im trying to bring us back but i just feel like your pushing me away, i always have that feeling like your talking to other girls because of the random texts i get saying your denying were together and wanting to kiss other girls… what happened to the one i fell in love with, i mean i still love you but its like you dont even care anymore and dont know how to tell me.. yes i would have a broken heart if you didnt have the same feelings for me any more but it breaks my heart even more having these awful thought going through my head constantly.„ i would give up any guy friend for you in a heart beat but if i asked you to stop talking to a certain girl you would get mad, i would do anything and everything for you and i dont think you realize that… please i just want the old you back i want the boy who used to say the cutiest things to me and send me like 20 page messages about how much you love me and wanna be with me forever but damn i dont even know if you know how to say that to me anymore, yes i get were so young and we have a long life ahead of us but something tells me that there is no end for us and we will be forever.. and yes i know i have fucked up because of some of the things i have said to you and for hurting you horribly last year but i want you to know that i never forgave my self for any of it i still dont, and i never will this regret follows me everyday, i am reminded of it everyday , no matter how hard i try to forget, i never will because i hurt the most important thing in my life.. you.
Alyssa Loschiavo was struck by a van in May of 2011 and suffered severe head trauma. Within an hour of the accident Doctors preformed a Craniotomy, repaired a collapsed lung and fought massive internal bleeding. Remaining Critical after the surgeries Physicians and Surgeons didn’t expect her to live beyond the third day. As word of the accident spread through social media of how she was still fighting for her life it motivated, united and inspired thousands of individuals from countries as far as Norway and Germany and states as far as California and Texas to rally and be by her family’s side.
please please please please vote for her herehttp://www.nmeda.com/mobility-awareness-month/heroes/new-york/west-seneca/598/alyssa-loschiavo
so she can recieve a Wheelchair Accessible Vehicle to transport here back and forth from doctors appointments, and just so she can go outside.
please reblog this and get the word about alyssa.
stay strong girl.
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